**FINAL RESULTS FOR THE MIBG SCAN SHOULD COME MONDAY**
My thoughts are full of the questions, fears and feelings they will have, and how Aaron and I will face them. I ask myself: Will they feel neglected? How can I help them return to a form of normalcy? How do I ease their fears and anxieties about their sister's health? Do I cut my hair so that they think it's normal for girls to have little or no hair? How do I keep the germs at bay? Can I ever achieve a balance with 4 kids while Hazel is being treated? Do they continue to share a room? How will I keep the toys clean? Will the kids adjust to the new routines? And the list goes on and on.
Most importantly though, I desire that God will reveal Himself to them in a way that they have never experienced before. I want them to know that they can put their trust in and cast their fears upon Him. I want them to feel His warm embrace. I want their reality to reflect Psalm 36:7-9: "How precious is your lovingkidness, O God! And the children of men take refuge in the shadow of your wings. They drink their fill of the abundance of Your house; and You give them to drink of the river of Your delights. For with You is the fountain of life; in Your light we see light" Please, remember my children over these next months, and continue to keep them in your prayers and thoughts as well.